This time, I promise.

I'll be better, I swear.

nothing

i'm ok
i promise.
just leave me alone.

hello darkness my old friend. I've come to talk with you again

sound of silence is quite the song.

last night i fell apart too visibly.

Thomas noticed. A guy I'm friends with, but he doesn't really know me.

I just wanted to be held and told it'll be ok when I know it won't be.

I'm so close to switching majors just so I can get a real job and get money in. I need it. My car died last night. I'm not sure what to do about it. It's just another expense. I hate this. I still owe the school 220.50. I have court this weds. and I can't get there. I'm scared to ask Ms. Angie about it. I just don't know what to do.


Let's just run away together and never come back...

truly alone

you never really know it.
but looking back at your life, can you really look and see that you were never alone?
well.
i was never the average girl with parents around.
Maybe it's just me.
I sometimes feel like this.
when it's probably not true.
When I feel like I have friends...but there's always someone more important.
truly alone.

the daily race

It's hard to keep focus.
I've been very distant.
Money is a constant problem.
It disrupts my school work.
It's hard to focus on things due this upcoming week when I know there's more stressful things ahead.
I hate money.
It rules everything around me.
I just want to cry and stay in bed all the time.
"You're really good at suppressing stress..."
if only you knew the truth.
I miss being ok