why hello there mr. flute. long time no see.

Confession timeee. After school was out during the month I was back in Beaufort. I touched my flute like 3 times. I feel horrid. Come back to rock hill I was so focused on other stuff I forgot all about my poor flute.

Today is my 4th consecutive day of playing my flute. I feel good.
I missed it. It's so different to play now. I play because I want to not because My grade/school life depends on it. Yes I'm practicing my audition piece but honestly, I'm just enjoying on working on it. Hopefully I'm practicing it correctly. Getting my friend Christine to listen to it and give me some pointers sometime soon.

I never thought about flute as something to dread and need to practice on honestly. Before college it was always fun and challenging but in a good way and I miss that attitude.

This year I want to work on it positively. Ignore all the people who poke and prod at my mistakes. Work on my flute FOR ME. My happiness and escape came from flute in the first place. Who are they to take that enjoyment away from me?

I hope I have the same attitude when classes start...

Here's to a positive summer. and a positive fall semester. Here's to PASSING THEORY AND AURAL WITH A B!!!! Here's to making a change as a musician, and playing with everything I've got. Here's to hopefully making it.