the daily race

It's hard to keep focus.
I've been very distant.
Money is a constant problem.
It disrupts my school work.
It's hard to focus on things due this upcoming week when I know there's more stressful things ahead.
I hate money.
It rules everything around me.
I just want to cry and stay in bed all the time.
"You're really good at suppressing stress..."
if only you knew the truth.
I miss being ok