My Queen! My wife...my love....

300 is where that line's from if anyone was wondering.

King leonidas, played by Gerald Butler, uttered those last beautiful words before he died for what he believed in.

I love it.

Out of that whole movie, that is why I watch it. To hear those words spoken perfectly. "My Queen! My wife....my love..." For the first and last time, with his dying breath, he pronounces that he loves his wife, the only woman for him. It's the last thing he thought of, it was his love.

Once again, Gerald Butler has stolen my heart by a dumb movie.

I hate him sometimes....

Watch him in Phantom of the Oprea. His singing will kill you. >.>

"Shall I give her a message? *takes necklace off* None that need be spoken."

*sigh* Damn you gerald, you horrid amazingly good actor you.

not sure where I was headed with this...

Happy fatty turkey day

Just updating my readers to have a nice day filled with fatty foods and yummy pies.

Letting you guys know I'm doing just fine.

Graduation seems so far away, but I'm pretty excited for it.

Family, other than my mother and father are amazing.

I'm glad I finally have a job. <3

I miss Hailey.

and my college buddies.

I'll see my kitty on saturday and sooo excited. <3

Laughing at those hippies because they were wrong about global warming. XD

Laughing at Obama because the military doesn't trust him. XD

Feeling ok, and fighting back with a refreshed outlook.

Hoping that Winthrop U says yes.

Figuring out how to get my graduation junk to my address now...

Thats all I guess. I'm pretty thankful about my friends, even though I have almost none. <3

Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

Bruised by the blows that I have blown.

Lately I've been in quite the mood.

I feel horrid for being this way.

People I don't know or know, but not very well, I snap at them, the one closest to me, I snap at for little things.

Putting it bluntly, I've been a bitch...

It's hard to apologize when you don't get why things like this happen I think.

It's just a lot of anger coming out, I think mainly because of my recent therapy sessions. They really tick me off.

I wish I had a guy instead. this lady is just crazy. Probably crazier than me...

Yeah if this lady says ONE MORE THING ABOUT IF I AM EXPERIENCING "SYMPTOMS" I'M GONNA FLIP. rawrgleface.

So I'm not even sure if cameron even reads these anymore. I'm not sure if I'm hurt by this, or relieved. ugh. I confuse myself.

Memories love to wash over me and sadly it's not even about my so called "traumatic events" I know how to handle that. I have been for about 12 or so years of my life.

It's other things that break me down. Small songs, a simple dance, a walk downtown, laughs and small bickering, even the social moments, that's what gets to me. none of it about my father. none about my mother. none about my sister.

Just someone else.

damn.