hope.

With.
Hope.
It's two small words, but you don't ever really understand what it would truely mean to someone.
Everyone is different, yes?
With every person comes a different meaning.
Hope.
H.
O.
P.
E.
What's it really mean?
A second chance?
A new look on life?
A reason to live?
A reason to work harder?
What?
I'm not quite sure what it means to me except that I use it alot.
To others more than to myself.
Is that fair?
To give others the thought of hope when I'm not quite sure if I myself have this. Do I really have this thing called hope?
Is what why I try so hard to be here. To prove them wrong?
Is it because I'm in all honesty here to try to change my stars. To show that even though I'm a stat to others, to myself I can be more? Maybe.
I guess in a way I believe in hope.
But subconsciously. I believe. In a way I wish hope upon others more than myself. Maybe because they need someone to believe in them. Like others believe in me.

Maybe.

With. Hope.