there's somethin goin my mind. i thought i must convey.

a smart swollen red mark.
it's all it takes.
headache throbs.
but with something new, the old slowly fades.
aftermath is the best
the reminder ache.
the "good going stupid"
it makes me smile, but it feels like a frown.

"are you back? please be back."

it's a happy reminder.

it veers me away from mirrors.
i don't want to see it.
everyone looks the other way.
it feels nice.

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