sleeping beauty

i wish i was sleeping beauty.
i wish i could sleep for years and years.
I wish things were so happy and free and college was not needed.
i wish i can just grab my prince and be happy and together.
just sleep for days until it was time to go.
go to my big castle.
with my prince who's madly in love with me
and i with him.
and just be together always.
free from pain.
free from hurt.
i want this.
more than anything.

but stories are stories and reality is never like this.

i guess i lose.
it all.
no prince
no love
no sleep
never to be together,
for always.
never needing college
never being happy.

reality.