hi God. It's me again.

I know you don't wanna hear it.
But I need forgiveness big time.
I know you already know.
But can you give regular humans the same forgiveness?
I hope so.
I know I'm no pro with you.
I know I've basically ranked top 5 people going to hell now.
But could you possibly give me some sort of slack and help the ones closest to me to forgive me...?
And maybe not have me crash and fall more than I am?
No more. I promise this.
I know you hate me...but grace would be the best....
I'm sorry.


The [future] forsaken one.