s.o.s.

is anybody listening. can you hear me when i call? shooting signals in the air. cuz i need somebody's help. i can't make it on my own. So i'm giving up myslf. is anybody listening? listening. i've been stranded here and i'm miles away. i'm shooting signals hoping they'll save me. i've locked myself inside these walls. cuz out there i'm always wrong. i don't think i'm gonna make it. so while i'm sitting here on the eve of my defeat. i'll write this letter hoping it'll save me. is anybody listening? can you hear me when i call? shooting signals in the air. cuz i need somebody's help. i can't make it on my own. so i'm giving up myself. is anybody listening? listening...i'm stuck in my own head and i'm oceans away. would anybody notice if i chose to stay? i'll send an S.O.S. tonight. I wonder if I will survive. How in the hell did i get so far away this time? so now i'm sitting here. the eve of my departure's near. i say a prayer please someone save me. is anybody listening? can you hear me when i call. shooting signals in the air. cuz i need somebody's help. i can't make it on my own. so i'm giving up myself. is anybody listening? listening. i'm lost here. i can't make it on my own. i don't wanna die alone. i'm so scared. drowning now. reaching out. holding on to everything i love. crying out. dying now. need some help. is anybody listening? can you hear me when i call. shooting signals in the air. cuz i need somebody's help. i can't make it on my own. so i'm giving up myself. is anybody listening...




everywhere i go. everyone i meet. everytime i try to fall in love. they all wanna know why i'm so cold. why i'm so broken. why am i so hard inside. why am i scared? what am i afraid of? i don't even know. this story never had an end. i've been waiting. i'm been searching. i've been dreaming you would come. but i know the ending of this story. you're never coming back. never! i knew it all along. so predictable. i knew something would go wrong. something's always wrong. but you don't have to go. say anything at all. so predictable. everywhere i go for the rest of my life. everyone i know. everyone i care about. they all wanna know what's wrong with me. well i know what it is. i'm ending this right now.

cuz i'm young and i'm hopeless. i'm lost and i know this. i'm going nowhere that's just what they say. i'm troublesome i've fallen. i'm angry at my father. it's me against this world and i don't care. i don't care. i don't care. and now? i don't care.

please don't walk away. i know you wanna stay. just give me a sign. say anything say anything. please. don't leave. say anything say anything.

your tears. you say them way too long. and your nights...you can't sleep at all. hold on. you're the type what you looking for but you don't want to no more. you're the type what you waiting for but you don't want to no more. and we all bleed the same way as you do. and we all have the same things to go through. hold on if you feel like letting go. hold on it gets better than you know. don't stop looking you're one step closer. don't stop searching it's not over. hold on. what are you looking for? what are you waiting for? do. you. know. what you're doing to me? go ahead. what are you waiting for?