will you fly with me? take me away from here my love...

Time travels through my mind. this is the second time I've tried writing this blog. Blogging. It's something I'm slightly embarrassed about. I want to lose myself in music for a week....a month...a year. Just be consumed. Don;t have to eat or do human styled things. but be encased in a world of black and all that happens is music. the good kind.


Is that possible? Most likely not. Food is too good anyways. haha

I missed Hailey a lot at the concert btw. Sara scared me with her attraction to older creepy guys. I don't like the way she's going and I hope she cleans up quick.

This title....may never happen to me. It's just. So. frustrating sometimes to think that way, but it always seem inevitable. Inevitable....ha....another good song....


It's a bit funny. A new friend of mine from a wonderful concert with good music and good people were talking. He's name's Alex. cool dude, really sweet. It's his conversations that's kinda making me blog right now. I wonder if he's reading this once I finish typing...Will I really follow what my mind set is and probably die cold and alone? I almost pray now for an early death. 30-40 sounds amazing. It's funny to think. Death sounds amazing. It's even weird to hear myself say it in my mind.

Why is it I talk about death all the time?

Can I stop please??

I guess that's all.