Let's start from the very beginning.

Amazing how beginnings start. Sometimes not in the way you want them. I'm pretty sure all of you who are reading this are nodding and smiling or giving a sigh or terrible to fond memories.
Maybe beginnings in relationships close to you. A lover. A friend. It varies all the time. Some of mine have started from people I hate the most, and through common problems and troubled times, I've come to know and love them. Another is through my parents who forced me to have a friend close by so I wouldn't have to be driven around to visit my other friends. It ended up so much better than I thought.
Some of the bad relationship start good, or so you thought. I know I should be getting a few nods on that one. It seems to blind us, the type of people who manipulate. You think that it's a good relationship between two people until you start to realize slowly that you aren't happy. But there goes life.
Sometimes past mistakes are good to learn from. You understand and realize that there's more to life than people like that. You learn and remember your past. Maybe not so much as remember and just stay away from people, but just learn and keep going.
You ever wonder if the people you meet were there because you needed to impact their life somehow? Or maybe it would be the other way around sometimes. It's amazing when two people just learn from each other over and over again. That, I believe, is a true relationship. even if it's just a friendship. It's something strong and well cherished when two people just share with each other life lessons and stories and yet have fun.
It's a rare thing I think, a true relationship of any kind. Love, friendship, and even enemies. It's very interesting when a true relationship comes by though. Marriages stay strong and true when there is a true relationship I think. It's really hard to see a modern marriage prove this though. So many people just randomly divorce because they don't try. True relationships take a lot of heart and soul effort and tears....Maybe I'm too young to think about this just yet or even voice my opinion, but It just seems that way.
For now I'm off. I have sleep to catch up on and friends to help out.

Lovely. ~A.M.